The MRSA is Strong with This One

So here I am, a week after 2 treatments and a little under two weeks use of clobetosol, I have already started to ween off it. 

Things are looking good but I still have some boils popping up. 

The disease specialist wants to do another round of antibiotics, but once again we have to fight my insurance. The insurance won't let me use the Dalvance again because they won't "cover" it since I already used it. She said if I were to get another treatment of the Dalvance it would be $5000 per treatment. The doctor suggested a different oral antibiotic called Zyvox but mentioned that it was costly.

I had to go physically pick up the perscription because the nurse had included a coupon with it and said "This will help a lot, you'll pay next to nothing." NOT THE CASE!!! After taking it to a pharmacy they tell me since my insurance wouldn't cover it it was going to be $3800 for 28 pills!!!!! AND THAT WAS WITH THE COUPON!!! I literally gasped and covered my mouth to which the pharmacist said "Yeah I realize that's a bit of a shock, I recommend you call your insurance and see if they'll approve of it."

After calling my insurance and asking them to approve it because it was the only option I had left they tried to push Clindamycin, to which I told him I was already resistant to. I told him I was out of money and my life was on the line. He then said there was a third party drug company I could call and see if they would approve me. When I called the third party company I was having trouble remembering the name of the new oral antibiotic, I told her I couldn't remember the name and she got very catty with me and said they don't cover most antibiotics anyway. 

I got off the phone and just cried. Why won't anyone help me? I just want to be healthy. Is that so much to ask? Apparently so. 

I called the disease specialist voice shaking and left a message "Thank you for your help but I can't pay for any other treatments." 

She then called back and said that they could do two treatments of the Dalvnace for $2932.40 but it had to be given TODAY because it's on a schedule and I have to pay before I can recieve them. 

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!?

Where did this new magical number come from!?! How was $5000 per treatment before? Who was planning on pocketing that extra money?

So four treatments...$5117.20 on my husbands now maxed out credit card. This is how health insurance works?  They barely paid for anything! This is a life threatening infection, I couldn't imagine if I had cancer or a serious surgery. But seriously what do I do if these next treatments don't work. I really have no money. I even looked at stuff like gofundme but it's just not the type of person I am.

I just don't want to be sick anymore.